Closer 360 (Ft. Seth Sentry)

[Verse 1: Seth Sentry]
Yo
At all times now, I hear the darkness callin'
Yeah, it's closer than it was and I just can't ignore it
So this is paranoia where every finger's pointed
Where everything looks haunted, yeah, so this is madness for ya
Is crazy somethin' a man is born with?
Or just some marijuana or the acid talkin'
Or the alcoholic in me, shit, I wish I had
The answers for 'em but all I know is that it has its claws in
And I just can't avoid it, now every shadow
Is a tar pit boilin' over, it's so close, I feel my back is cornered
And if I had a small wish, I wish I had of fought it
But now it's too late, 'cause everything's too damn distorted
Yeah, man, I wish I knew what started all this
(Yeah) I need some help but, yo, I can't afford it
Nah, fuck your help, I need a lighter now to spark a joint
[?] I'm fadin' away to the same place that Drapht was fallin'
Seth is gone, death a storm, this the calm before it
I'm just tryna summon the courage to bite the bullet (Do it)
The walls are talkin', I swear to God, this apartment's haunted
Could all this be paranormal? (Nah, this is madness for you)
And so it goes without sayin' this is my last recordin'
'Cause if you're hearin' this now it means I must have done it
First off, I really need to tell you just how much I'm sorry
I know that the news of my death was gruesome and hard to stomach
I'm sorry too for those who end up in the bathroom scrubbin'
Up the mess, I guess I was clumsy, this shit was far too bloody
Plus the blade, it was blunt and it couldn't cut me properly
I was in such a hurry, it's close and I can't outrun it
Goodbye