When It Rains Ivan B

[Verse 1]
19 hitting 20 I'm praying for happy endings
All this air inside my lungs but It feels like I'm suffocating
I hate it, contemplating every love and where I've been
Like how can I settle down when I can't even settle in
And all my homies they don't get it
It's like they never listen
I won't call these ladies bitches just to sell some couple tickets
No, left all my demons but they keep calling back
We're so concerned about our surface
But we're deeper than that
Are you happy if its gold
If you want it is it sold
Tell me what's the value if you're losing your soul
I've been sitting with this girl while I'm thinking about another
If you can't live without her
Then do you tell her that you love her
Finding myself while losing everyone else
I'm on my knees looking for God
Cause I need more than just help
In a world full of pain filled with everyone else
So I've been looking up to heaven while I'm down in my hell
Pursuing a vision and I don't know where to go
The highway to happiness can be the loneliest road
But I'mma get there I know it
I'm the Picasso of words
Put the pen to the pad
Its the realest lyrics you've heard
What's the throne if you don't build it
What's the sky without a ceiling
What's a song without a meaning
What's a heart if you don't feel it
My time is calling got no time for the phone
When I'm feeling out of place I put my mind in the zone