Joy & Pain ANTHM (Ft. Freddie Gibbs)

[Verse 1: ANTHM]
See my heaven, see my hell
Blurried eyes as my teardrops fell
No sleep, on my feet I dwell
Down to the ground on the street I knelt
And a rose, grew from the concrete crack
Nigga please, would you rewind me back
This reminds me that
Despite the bullshit you'll never find me trapped
Let the demons now go loose
Cause a nigga done found his roots
Crush the head of a serpent
Quick to turn that motherfucker right into cowboy boots
Sunshine or rain, yin or yang, Russian roulette
Time to aim. Four for joy, five for pain
Nine bullets. I pull it to survive the game

[Hook: ANTHM] [x2]
That joy, that pain, you trying hard to maintain
Got problems all in your brain
And it feels like it won't change

That joy, that pain, that sunshine and that rain
That happiness that you gain when you know it's getting better now

[Bridge]
Real late in the midnight hour, we look for therapy
What if that sun don't rise? There ain't no guarantee
Real late in the midnight hour, we look for therapy
But I know I'll be at peace when they bury me