What Can I Say Fredo

[Verse 1]
Yo, I wrote this for Billy and it's a letter to Musc'
How did this life get better, then get the better of us? (How?)
What can I say, darg? My life ain't a game, darg
These ain't some friends from the ends, these are my main dargs
Look up to the sky, my guy was the one
It's so mad, I ain't surprised that you died with your gun
Over there shootin' guys, you love riding for fun
So why do them guys act like they've been riding on us? (Riding on us)
But really, rest in peace, yeah, you just left the streets
But I can promise, you won't be the only one that's gettin' sleep (Shh)
'Cause they know I got them real G's next to me
And they can't even sit still, they move like they're on ecstasy
All them years you been in jail, you never even seen the world
Your daughter's 'bout to be born and you'll never get to see your girl
I just turned a father, so it hit me a lil' harder
We done Feltham and Parva, you was my nigga and my barber, yo
And I sold my first stone with you (Remember?)
I even stole my first phone with you (Remember?)
You know you brought me 'round them older youts
So when you got locked, I felt like I owed to you
What can I say, darg? (Huh?)
All them visits, all them jails, you know I came, darg
Now the next visit for you is in the graveyard
You really spent your life in and out of prison
Finally done a year free and now I kinda wish you didn't