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[Verse 1]
Droppin' my friends like flies
I'm so mortified
I don't trust my sense of lust 'cause love ain't what I find
Cue the voice inside
Kill my fucking mind
Smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
I'm just lost in my
Head and I know why
You don't care, but I declare this love will never die
Never die, never die
Never die, oh

[Chorus]
I can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
Let it rain, I know pain
I know blood will always stain
I know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
What's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage?
What's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same?
I'm so restless, fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
All my limbs work on a whim, so please, can someone light the flame?
Fuck, my conscience gets so nauseous every time I hear your name
So

[Verse 2]
You packed your bags that night
Sewed up your wings to fly
Repetition kept me quiet but I got so high
Nothing new in my
Realm, I guess I'm fine
That's a lie, that's a lie
That's a fucking lie (Lie)