Breakdown GRIP

[Intro]
Yeah, always seekin' a certain something that can't be found
No good ever comes from somebody who waits around
And you might never say it but I know you hate me now
And that shit breaks me down, that shit breaks me down

[Chorus]
Always seekin' a certain something that can't be found
No good ever comes from somebody who waits around
And you might never say it but I know you hate me now
And that shit breaks me down, that shit breaks me down
I'm still a broken man, I'm no longer broke though
Money can't save me, baby, it's drivin' me loco
All them times you needed me, I was a no-show
And that shit breaks me down, that shit breaks me down

[Verse 1]
Had a kid and thought it was over, I thought my plans were defeated
I'm chasin' dreams, never sober, can't be the man that you needed
I would never regret your decision, it was like a head-on collision
I felt the pressure and buckled, I know that ain't what you envisioned
Heart cold like Aspen and it lasted, know you hate me with a passion
Maybe new to the world but to you, I'm just a has-been
Once upon a time, was your boo, now that's just past tense
And I know that I'm the reason that all this happened