Disgrace Josh A

[Chorus]
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
I try new things, but I can't change
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead

[Verse 1]
Feeling fucked up, I cannot escape
Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great
Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements
But, if I'm being honest, I hate this
Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly
Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me
But I've been getting wasted every night
Can't bare being alive

[Pre-Chorus]
I try so hard to numb the pain
You found yourself, I can't relate
I sabotage, burn everything
I don't want this no