Deep End Call Me Karizma

[Verse 1]
I'm in college school, went to it just 'cause daddy said so
Now I'm in a chair and a desk at school, dream about shows if I'm ever gettin' off
Prayin' to God just to let me explode, peaking that top, men, I better get going
Up to work at like 7:30, popped a pill 'cause my head is hurting
Awful spirit and not achieving shit
They hate and I'm not even big
The reason to trap was a freaking head so my meaningful rap [?] meaningless
Fuck the system, must to miss the memo hunt
They don't want a sober-ass kid but the [?] big
'Cause when you're down and the goal ain't in, and that's my life in a nutshell
Buck a love son, hit a [?]
Rough path, [?] where that duck sat
They don't want nothing to do with my dumbass come back
What's a come back, men? Get a [?]
Post all my dreams on my lunch time
If you wanna slide of the love