In the end XXXHXAILO

I can't understand why they all hate to see me happy
My hearts heavy, my love’s worried
I might hurt myself again
My eyes swollen, my heart’s broken
I think I am hurtin'
In the end, I'm lonely
End of night, I'm crying
It’s not cold but I'm shaking
Off the pills I'm taking

Now I'm laying on the cold floor
You’re voice is what I adore
One of these days I will end up dead
Healing isn’t easy for me
I just need you to hold me
I only feel safe with you in your bed

I don’t understand why they all hate to see me happy
I don’t understand why I am breaking, hands are shaking
In the end, I'm drowning I am falling save me
In the end, I'm lonely
End of night I'm crying
When will it end darling?
In the end, I'm falling
In the end I'm lonely, I am falling, tears are falling
(I'm drowning)