​colderthandecember pt. 1 ​benedixhion (Ft. heylog)

[Chorus: benedixhion]
I've been bleeding, you were my flower
Until you left me, now I'm colder than December
I've been screaming, I'll find someone better
Wait, no I won't, my heart is permanently shattered
I've been hiding in an over-sized sweater
I'm afraid of the world, I like the indoors better
I'm deader than I was last September, my head hurts
​sadboisonly member, I wish I never met hеr
When loyalty is severеd, I'll see you again never
That goodbye is forever, can't keep myself together

[Verse: heylog & benedixhion]
(heylog)
Tea and music makes me sad
She's watching me behind my back
I thought I heard some voices in my head
Don't be scared, it's nothing bad
She and her friends think they're so damn cool
I cannot stand them
That's kinda why I hate school (Now I have no friends)
Just listen to my words, even though nobody listens
I guess I'm dumb, so I just leave then

[Chorus: benedixhion]
I've been bleeding, you were my flower
Until you left me, now I'm colder than December
I've been screaming, I'll find someone better
Wait, no I won't, my heart is permanently shattered
I've been hiding in an over-sized sweater
I'm afraid of the world, I like the indoors better
I'm deader than I was last September, my head hurts
​sadboisonly member, I wish I never met her