Have You Ever? I Am Glory (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

[Intro: Shiloh Dynasty]
Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning
I tend to watch his body then more liquor fucking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on how I saw that ya'll been feeling
I'm sorry I fell I won't judge you and now that it's been a privilege
Cause I’m so low, for so long, ohh, aye

[Verse: I Am Glory]
Have you ever seen somebody dead that’s right in front of you?
Have you ever witnessed someone talk and knew it wasn’t true?
Have you ever looked somebody straight in their eyes, while you were overcome by suicide trying not to cry?
Have you ever had emotions that you can’t hide, and thought that if you let them out you would lose all of your pride?
Thats why you tried to keep all your emotions inside, and count up all the tears from all the fucking times that you cried
I never thought that I’d be letting out all these words
I guess my friend depression just wanted to be heard
Depression was obsessed with me, it wouldn’t let go
It had me in a lock and I didn’t even know
Have you ever witnessed fear take over your life, and thought that everything would be better if you weren’t alive
And all you tried to do was just get through and survive, but all you did was gather pain that you can’t even describe?
Put in better words man, I just wanted to die
I wanted to let go and not even say goodbye
I knew I needed help but I was too scared to try
Until people asked me questions that I couldn’t deny
Letting out my feelings man, it was hard to do
And you would understand if you had my point of view
But when they say they care about you, know that its true
Cause they would rather die than living life without you