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[Verse]
And I don't feel no sympathy
I wanna kill myself and kill you too
You should watch it all
Yeah, I really like the part where I scream and my body drops
No more enemies
I would take ten pills just to feel something that's new
I would take it all
And I smile off the pain 'cause there's nothing else I know that you would want
Take Adderall so much that the whole entire world is my room
But it falls apart
I already know I never win and I can only lose
Does it hurt your heart?
They all know I hurt way more than you
See it all like a camera
Zoom in and can't zoom out until I bruise
Oh, so you don't see a person in me?
I'll cut deep in my skin until I can't even bleed
And you'll be looking for him while I'm still looking for me
And I'll be asking for help when there's no help there to see, oh

[Outro]
Oh
Oh, oh
I don't really care about it