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[Verse]
Summer of 2022, that's when I met you
Gettin' vaccines for school, ooh-ooh-ooh
You were so sweet and kind, so pretty and divine
I wanted to end my life but you
Showed me that skies weren't grey
That there was always happy days
Turned my heart into clay
I really miss you, babe
To think about all those months we spent last year
Through fall and autumn and winter and summer
We talked and we talked and we had fun a lot
And you were always gone but it was fine, I didn't care
We were so happy, you'd call me on Instagram
And we would talk about our days and I'd play guitar for you
And you said not to cut my hair 'cause you liked it long
And then I cut it when you were gone and I wrote this song
"Juli says not to cut my hair, she says let it grow"
Well, I will let you know
It's hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
And the memories right after everything has gone to shit
I think about the months we spent and then the months before that
And all I can think about is how I wanna go to Florida
I don't hate you, I was hurting, I said shit I never meant
I handled the aftermath poorly and that's why you came and went
I know that if I was more mature or if I just used my words
Instead of screamin' and yelling, then you would've still have been
Following my Instagram and liking all my stories
We could just be friends and then, something
I can't laugh, look at the photographs
That shit, it makes me sick, I hate it, I hate it
I wanna die
Now everything reminds me of you
Like the NHK poster in my room
But it's not too late, we can still reconvene