Ecstasy ​whxami

[Intro: Imogen Heap]
Will you quit kicking me under the table?
I'm trying, will somebody make her shut up about it?
Can we settle down please?

[Chorus]
Fly home when its over
Cry slow wish that I could do this all again
Babygirl, I promise you ain't never know nun'
Of all the shit that's goin' on inside my fuckin head
Ecstasy, will you leave me with some peace of mind?
If I decide its time to flee and leave this place behind, yeah
And, if I show you what you hope for
Realize it ain't for show and play this song again

[Verse]
Please stop, I tried, so why you wonder why?
When I'm fine then its like I always relapse
Don't think I ever been the same since back when I was young
Sleep lots and lots, I always pass the time
So when I'm asked about shit I need a recap
I guess I never had a thing to say about what's been up
My doctor called, I'm pissed off a lot
Fucked up, GI been makin' me mad
And everyday I wake up anxious over what's goin' on
My momma talks, and try to calm my mind
Sometimes its like I needa relax
I really hate to say some days I wish that I wasn't born