​all by myself ​asteria

We all have each other when we need some company
But I don't know if I can open up to anyone, to anyone
To anyone
I'm just sittin' in my room, starin' at the wall
Thinkin' 'bout it all, thinkin' 'bout it all
Thinkin' 'bout it all
Thinkin' 'bout it all

I don't know if I can do it, don't know if I should try
I thought about this shit about a hundred million times
I'ma take my life, I'ma make a change
I swear I'm not the person everybody thinks I am
I swear I'm not the person everybody thinks I am
(I swear I'm not the person everybody thinks I am)

I'ma pop these pills, fuck the doctor
If it make me feel any better, I'ma take it home
And take a punch to the face when I chase him
I don't think nobody really understand anything that I'm sayin'
Wanna just end my life how everybody else wants
Want me to just be in my cell
'Cause I'm afraid of what everybody is gonna think of me
Why they start to hate me, betray me and rule the enemies
Rotting with everybody on me
I swear to god, I'm so paranoid, I'm gonna make it look easy
Follow me 'cause I don't want you thinkin' I'm an asshole
But when I'm rich I'm gon' live inside my castle all alone