Okay (Mob Psycho) Rustage (Ft. ChewieCatt & Zach B)

[Verse 1: Rustage]
I fade into the background in my own life
I don't feel sad I guess, at least, I know I don't cry
I can't read intentions, and I find it hard to show mine
Maybe superhuman, but not super when I'm so blind
Always so ahead of me, and I can't even read the room
Talking in a melody, when I can't even speak in tune
All I know is jealousy, and I just want to see the truth
'Cause no one ever taught me all the social rules and secret cues
Even when we're special, there's a part that's always missing
Wish that I could listen, knowing that my life is still unwritten
But I'm searching for a purpose, and my reason for existence
In a world that's full of liars that will dress it up as wisdom
I'm not perfect, but I know that, I should never lose control
We're all just slaves to our emotions, and all the struggles that we hold
And I've been silencing my words, I don't want others getting hurt
But I keep feeling like I'm spilling out the cookie cutter mold
Another member of the Mob, but also always sticking out
I keep the fire under hot because I'll never simmer down
I always felt like I was lost, whilst others had it figured out
But now I know I'm not alone, so I don't ever need to live in doubt

[Pre-Chorus: ChewieCatt]
Take a breath and it's alright
We can fight in the darkest times
Be yourself and it's alright
And your life is what you decide