Lord Knows Chris Webby (Ft. Justin Clancy)

[Chorus: Justin Clancy]
Now can you promise not to tell nobody that I mighta just lost control?
I smoke, I drink, tryna numb that pain, but it don't work no more
And doctor, can you give me something, something to feel whole?
I'm falling deeper than I ever have before, Lord knows

[Verse 1: Chris Webby]
I been feeling like I'm racing the clock
Minute hand going HAM on the face of the watch
Storyline playing, but I stray from the plot
As I'm praying that all the medication I popped
And chopped down in lines on the countertop stops
All the voices in my head, I turn 'em down just a notch
The devil on my shoulder, he a fucking chatterbox
Always tryna get me canceled and carried out by the cops
But I'm still here, pack another beer from the twelve pack
Give a cheers to the years and the setbacks
Never took twelve steps, I confess that
That ain't really in my plan yet, life a chess match
And I'm in it for the long haul with y'all
Keep a queen running gambit, the pawns'll fall
I'm the king, stand tall, and all and all
I'm on 'til it's all gone or they call the law
Yeah, I smoke, I drink, crush pills on the sink
And I know they judge me, but I don't care what y'all think
I'm just tryna make it through life, it's slow and slippery as a rink
And we all know this shit could end in a blink
I'm just tryna do my best like you, you know?
They told me life was a bitch and it's true, you know?
But no matter what I felt or what hand that I'm dealt
I'ma keep pushing through, you know? Yeah