Speculum Ross Allen

[Verse 1: Ross Allen]
17 looking for another way out
Cus' I cannot settle for a damn day job
9 to 5 ain't my style I'd rather fucking die
I used to ball but now I opened my third eye
Back in the day
Me and my nigga had dreams of College & NBA
Everyday afterschool we would play and just play
That was the life back then
Some would say that I had even more potential than him
Maybe not

[Verse 2: Ross Allen]
Then high school came
We went to private school to ball
We both was underrated and too small for guards
I knew I didn't have what it takes to be a dog
He was working hard
And I was just failing & barely saw him at all
He spent hours in the gym while I was barely passing gym
And he was on the Junior Varsity while I was always tardy
Man so times that they had to suspend me
And I look at him now he on ESPN
I'm so glad that he ain't fuck up just like I did
And now his momma don't gotta pay for college
I wish I could go back & take it serious
And if I could then you wouldn't be hearing this
I gave that up for what?
All the girls i got?
Maybe I need a mirror to see the guy I despise
And make him give me a reason why I don't kill him tonight
Ohhh lord please don't let me ruin my life
Take a look at my spectacle
Life is like a speculum
Harder than a Prius trying to take on the Decepticons
I just like to be alone more than anyone you know
Sorry I'm an introvert
Sorry I don't socialize
Sorry I don't give a fuck
Sorry I don't like to cry
Sorry I been weird as fuck
Sorry I been getting high