Deteriorating ​gizmo (Ft. ​barren)

[Verse 1: Gizmo]
Shit, I still miss my fam and my friends
But, I swear that most of all I miss my bro Lil Spence
Whip the Acura out the pad smoking Newport cigarettes
I still think about those times
Little stress it was the best
But, now I gotta grow up
But, I'm still wasting my money on green stuff to roll up
You can eat my dick if ya don't know us
And I still ain't shit, but I ain't gonna slow up now
Codeine, high - c, backwoods full of terps
I'm without a place to be (place to be)
Feels like I'm living in a dream
But I'm missing the feeling of when I had you next to me, girl (next to me)
Nah wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted, ripped my life to shits
That's a pain that I’ll never forget (never)
I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich
If you granted me wish I wouldn't take that shit cause (no)

[Hook: Gizmo]
I never fucked with my life, and there ain't a single thing
That could make it all right
Every day I'm up all night, with the music in my head
It's the only thing I like
It's so hard to love me, you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly
Fuck me, let me disintegrate
Deep into the soil and deteriorate