Not Real Boy Harley Poe

I'm not a real boy I am only negative energy
I come to terms with being wrong cause I can only be me
When you're imperfect from the get-go its a losing war
All I know is that I am and I'm becoming a bore
I hurt the people whom I love and then I drive them away
The way I feel about all things is different from day to day
But then again it doesn't matter anyway because

I'm not a real boy

I'm at the point I'm fucking tired of apologizing
I don't communicate well I write it down and I sing
I imagine there's a god who isn't happy with me
But what am I anyway when I'm his energy
Crush me now prick me later because I'm dead all the same
I'm in the dark and I'm naked cover me with the shame
Of knowing that I'll never really be anything because

I'm not a real boy
I don't know who I am
I try to understand why
If I must I'll do it on my knees
I didn't ask for all this shit
But I'm compelled to live with it
So please have mercy when I say please
Oh please please, please