Lonely Photons Rav (Ft. Kill Bill: The Rapper)

[Verse 1: Rav]
Yo, kill the clementines
Feel the severed ties
Ill but energized
Turn to the demons
Should I kill 'em
Or let 'em die?
It's not clear to me why I oughta really respect myself
All I've ever done was crumble and then neglect my health
Wow, life's a ride
I'm surprised I met the height requirements
It does not appear that I'm right for my environment
Tiring, ticket date's expiring
And I've barely seen a tenth of the whole park
Still, with the state that I am in

[Verse 2: Rav]
Fire in the hole
Crying in a ball (in a ball)
Tryin' to gather all my feelings that even a rhyme couldn't hold
I'm quite a fucking mess
Quietly obsessed with self
And I'm not sure what to make of all my stress
And still, I never take advice (nope), I never do (why?)
Which is weird 'cos it's always given by much better dudes (true)
Perhaps I'm obsessed with my own misery
Feels like if I ain't unhappy, then it isn't me