​static ​demxntia (Ft. SuiSai)

If you ever see my cry
Pretend you’re blind
‘cause I would never find the words to tell you why
I don’t need to lie
But I’d be fine
But it’s been eating away at my heart
And it’s worse at night

I can’t seem to hide
Like I’d like to
I’m losing all control, I must admit
I don’t wanna die
But sometimes
I’ll wonder what it’s like to not exist

And if I take my final breath
Will the story come to an end?
Would I finally be able to rest??
I know the world will continue to spin
I wonder when this feeling began
Am I able to start again?
Suffocating from all my regrets
And all the static I hear in my head

So if you ever see my cry
Pretend you’re blind
‘cause I would never find the words to tell you why
I don’t need to lie
But I’d be fine
But it’s been eating away at my heart
And it’s worse at night