Identity midwxst

[Chorus]
I struggle with myself and my identity
The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
I said I needed help, you were not there for me
You said you were my friend but you're an enemy
I struggle with myself and my identity
The drugs seem to help, they my amenity
I said I needed help, you were not there for me
You said you were my friend but you're an enemy

[Verse 1]
I hide my feelings, don’t want hurt anyone close
I don’t wanna bring you into my mess so it's better you don’t know
I know that I might’ve have messed up but everybody fucks up
Open up my wound even though I know it's a deep cut
Holding this shit in but I know enough is enough
Never wanna talk about it, never wanna discuss
Fall into this mindset, I can’t shake it I can’t leave
Don’t let anyone into my life, I think its bad for me
Keep my thoughts inside my head, don’t wanna fuck up, make a scene
I don’t trust a lot of people because I always get deceived
Sick and tired, I don’t wanna be the nice guy
You hurt me bad so now you’re gonna pay a high price
I shoulda seen it coming, coming in my hindsight
I’m losing track of the time, look at how time flies
Always seem to forget, I always seem to regret
Cutting everyone off, don’t wanna talk wanna connect
Lipstick on my neck, I miss it now I regret
Cigarettes on my lips, smell chemicals on my breath