HELL Monom (Ft. The World is a Beautiful Place & I am No Longer Afraid to Die)

I was just trying to escape
I was just trying to relate
Couldn’t even look at your face
Maybe when I’m in a better place
Instead of stuck between the walls of empty space
Where my fingers brushed against you
The memory lingers, now I can’t forget you
All the things we had to get through
Just to end right here
Sold our souls in the spell
Bittersweet farewell
We told the devil ourselves
We’re both going straight to hell
Nothing but an empty shell
Filled with a hope that time might tell
You wish me gone and I wish you well
Don’t matter cuz we’re both going straight to hell

Why you acting I’m dead to you
Will the world be different when I come to
Unconscious stuck right here
In the void of your head staring straight at the mirror, but
I don’t even see me, I can't ever change
I'm barely breathing, drifting away
To a better time
When you looked me in the eyes
Said this is the end
Go and tell all your friends
Fucked with me one time, but never again
I’m all the things that you couldn’t accept
I can’t get out of my head, I can’t just be your friend
Like every other guy you like, I’m a total fucking mess
Sometimes I want to crash my car
And maybe you’ll see me but I’ll be too far to stop
Staring at nothing, two hollow hearts
Simultaneously shattering apart