Nostophobia NyxTheShield (Ft. KeyBlack)

[Verse 1]
The echoing laughter is chasing my mind
Those flickering pictures of our past lives
Slipping away like dust in my hands
I'm begging for mercy, or one final chance
The strings are too tight, they're pulling me down
There's no escape, no, there's no getting out
Storm winds are brewing in my shattered soul
For I still remembered how I killed them all

[Chorus]
The ocean of guilt will not let me pass
I'm trying to tame my fear of the past
The currеnt sweeps these thoughts from my grip
We can't еscape this apocalypse
And as I drown away from you
Forgetting this world and ignoring my wounds
We've lost our hope, now what can we do?
Can't help myself but think of you

[Verse 2]
I can't find the answers when I meet your eyes
Or justification when you ask me why
Forgiveness escapes me, and I can't forget
The pain that I caused and the things I regret
This grief still remains, but my mind is clear
So please promise me that you won't disappear
Even in spite of what I've put you through
I can't bear to learn how to live without you