I Was X-Raided

[Bridge]

At the end of the day I can say I had a nice life
And I wouldn't change much if I could live and die twice
Maybe go back, focus on getting my mind right
And clear my eyesight
You know what they say about hindsight (Hey)
With 20/20 vision I could see the drama coming
And keep my life quiet and peaceful like inside my mama's stomach
Before your favorite rapper was sayin a lot of nothing
Around the time Willy moved in with Mr. Drummond

[Verse 1]

And it was close just so close nothing was black and white
Right was in 9 rooms and it's just the facts of life
As a kid I was toured on that song til I threw up
The day my grandma died I swear I cried til I threw up
My mom's brain blew up
Her heart's full of pain
And I guess she couldn't take it cuz she never was the same
That changed my whole life started slidin down the drain
That's why I rarely drive down memory lane
But when I do it ain't all bad
Sometimes I wanna call dad
Tell him man to man that I needed him but as a fall back
What's done is done
You can't win a race that's already been won
He could've been a better father and I could've been a better son
And yet it's never 1 set of circumstances that define a life
Like would it all be different if I came out my mom's vagina white
We'll never know (???)
But you can't plan to win the lottery and never buy a ticket