Rejection Kieran the Light

[Verse 1]
I think I'm finally movin' mountains after all my searchin'
After all my years of doubtin', faith then broke the surface
Always felt like God was near, but I was never certain
I've been overlooked for years, it's all a part of purpose
More confident in myself, I no longer run away
But still, when I'm put on the spot, I don't know what to say
Deep inside I feel like I was chose to run the game
But in my mind I hear these lies and walk the other way
And question if I'm doin' this for God or just to please myself
I'm accidentally savin' lives, I think they need my help
My biggest lesson these days, I've learned to be myself
I don't really want no fame, and I don't need the wealth
I had to cast manipulatin' spirits out my system
I ran so many people off, and then I played the victim
Steady runnin' into demons, a daily collision
They either tryin' to take me out or tryin' to take me wit' 'em
Stress got me creatin' addiction, I'm tryin' to run from it
Growin' up was like bad luck, I never won nothing
That explains why I'm never pleased and I'm always wantin' something
Music make me feel like a winner, even my son loves it
Most of my family not involved, but you don't leave 'em out
They can never need me at all, I'm still gon' be reachin' out
I've been trapped between all these walls, but I think He freed me now
Because they never see me at all, I think they see me now