Stressed Out Rustage (Ft. Chi-Chi (USA))

[Intro - Chi-Chi]
Took a boat and I'm lost at sea
I've been keeping my head down
Cannot cope with my endless dreams
On the edge and I'm stressed out
Reconstruct every piece of me
I'm filled with self doubt
Too afraid I can't leave it be
On the edge and I'm stressed out

[Verse 1: Rustage]
Uh. Past the point of no return; I'm a lost cause
Take a look at what I've earned with my art form
The flame inside you can still burn at your last straws
Look into my past more; this is what I've asked for
My emotions makе no sense to me
I thought I would bе happy when revelling in prosperity
So then, I feel ungrateful when it's painful. They all question me
Why's my work the only thing that's forming my identity?
I don't deserve all the praise
When I'm making this music that's average at best (No)
I don't deserve all the people
That watch me and help with my rampant success, Uh
I can keep on grinding but I'm finding
That I'm fearing what will happen if I pause and take a break
I will keep on smiling through the crying
And I'm trying to be better but I feel like I'm a fake