If I Fall The Story So Far

[Verse 1]
Clear your head, so self-centered
Yet you're very well read
Leave your bed, all that oil gonna kill you dead
Got my check, lost my center in a deep mud debt
I know you're upset I'll stop it, I'll quit

[Chorus]
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
And forcing myself to get better by Fall
Will you be there if I fall?

[Verse 2]
I never seem to have it in line
I don't think you've ever seen me fine
Give me space, make me pace, let me whine
Saving face at the cost of what I owe
Getting big, watch the clock where'd the time go
Cut it short when I'm scared of what I can't grow
All these loose ends that I can't sew
What do I care, what do you know?

[Chorus]
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
And forcing myself to get better by Fall
My choices let down some of my closest people
But I'm gaining back ground
Forcing myself to get better by Fall
Will you be there if I fall?