Bottom of the Ocean Citizen Soldier

[Lyrics from snippet - updated upon full release]
Don’t call me a liar
This ain’t for attention
But I’ve learned my lesson
I’ll keep my mouth shut
My head is on fire, but I’m underwater
No way to explain it, so I’m giving up
I seem to feel things in a language no one understands
Being myself feels just like living in a foreign land
Maybe these silent storms inside make me too hard to bare
Maybe it hurts too much to care
I'm at the bottom of the ocean in my own head
Forgetting how to breathe
'Cause I've been choking on emotion
Down in a place no angel's gonna see
Too many tears that I was left to facе alone
Too many nights I drowned until it felt likе home
I’m at the bottom of the ocean
What hurts the most about living beneath
Is no one wants to see me