Bad Habits Kerser

[Verse 1]
I don't know how deep to go
But I'ma let it all out, so come peep the show
Got my first Xanny off my mate, I ain't gonna say his name
It was fun at the start, I used to treat it like a game
This around the time when The Nebulizer dropped
I was on all types of shit, but there’s one I couldn’t stop
And it played with my brain, but I focused on the music
I focused so much, didn't realise I abused it
Never had a plan to stop, not in that prediction
Going through fame, couldn't see I had addictions
One turned to two, turned to three, turned to four
Then I need 'bout six a day, a little bit more
Mixin' it with lean, gotta stop people seein'
What the damages can be just by lookin' at me, shit
What to do 'cause I feel like a fool
And I hate any rapper makin' Xannies look cool
Shit was gettin' bad, I was filled up with hateful
Thoughts in my mind, I would argue with April
Agreed I would stop, shit, I'll give it a go
By the first fuckin' night, felt like slittin' my throat
Second night, my body shaking, the ambulance appear
And I'm thinkin' in my mind, what the fuck they doing here?
Suddenly I'm caught up and there's no time to muck round
Lucky I got here, 'cause my body 'bout to shut down