Break Through Gabbie Hanna

[Chorus]
I've been praying for a sign
A breakthrough I can get behind
To let me know that I'm aligned
With the purpose God intended

[Verse]
One minute I wanna move back home
The next fly-off to land unknown
Because I know I'm better off alone
Or maybe, I'm just pretendin'
I keep on changing direction
I don't know where I'm heading
All I know is that I'm scared of wastin' time
Who knows how much is left?
Am I still enough? I'm not still enough
I catch myself holdin' my breath
Simulatin' death, depriving my mind of oxygen
Until there's nothing left but anxieties and energies
And memories of melodies of songs I never penciled down
I need to be more present, I need to love the here and now
But lately, I feel stagnant I was searchin' the meaning of numbers
As if they'd give me all the answers I saw the number nine, nine, nine
That morning at least eleven times as cars and angels passed me by
Before the clock struck noon, doesn't that mean something?
This statistic anomaly that no one seems to see but me?
They write me off as crazy because I had the time today
I had it yesterday, blessed with lonesome, time and space
I have a thing called faith, faith that nothing is random
Faith we're in a coded system, artificial intelligence
Faith that if we practice, we can learn a whole new language
Of the angels, of the elders, of our children, of each other
We stopped talkin' to each other or maybe we stopped listenin'
Or maybe everyone else has found that type of peace but me
Maybe I'm the only one who lost themselves this decade
Maybe I'm the only one who cursed more than I prayed