Do It Differently HalaCG

[Verse 1]
Where are the people whose love is unconditional
Let family down, and they want me gone a criminal
Dropping the ball so much, it's wild, I'm in the game
Then I remember multiverses know my name, uh
Not a photo, I'm a Ghost, go find me up in the air
I'm a kid pro, I get in your head, there a big joke, never catch me yet
Tell me I'm wrong when I hear y'all say a hero is a person you want dead
Moving so slow, when I win go next, saving all those who give no respect
Demonize me in your mind
Just one truth, it's yours not mine
When I leave it's 'cause it's time
To heal
The hurt I've dealt with all these years
To you must seem like teenage tears
The ones I loved have so much hate
For this side of me

[Chorus]
I'm done with all the fear and pain, the sorrow, the sorrow
I'd slam the doors and scream until you'd follow, but there's no lifeline
I know I've made my choices, my mistakes over and over, over
But I'll fight until I can't see a tomorrow to do it differently this time

[Verse 2]
Doing my best all the time, and it ends up with them falling
Always guessing does it count if I'm lost at my true calling
Maybe it changed along the way am I delusional?
Bad for everyone, my actions always prove it all
Let me sink 'till I'm too deep
Keeping warm in memories
If I go, one day you'll see
What you've thrown away