Time travel Emhahee

[Verse 1]
If I focus really hard
I go back to my backyard in '03
(Back then I was only three)
Help myself go hunt for lizards
Give myself a big push on the tire swing
(Push me on the tire swing)
The past may only live inside
But I imagine I can still look out for me
(I am looking out for me)
And maybe if I grab my own hand
I could change the course of my own history
(I am changing my history)

[Verse 2]
A teenage girl is still a child
How could I expect her to have healed so quick
(How could I have healed so quick)
And who am I to give up now
I left my whole life to my future self to fix
(It's all up to me to fix)
And maybe when I'm 85
I'll have my shit together and come back from this
(How can I come back from this)
And maybe I am with me now
Holding my young hands inside my wrinkled fists
(Holding me inside my fists)