I’m in a Bad Place Lately Darling I Dreamt (Ft. ​funeral)

[Verse: Darling I Dreamt]
I was reviven, but everything's the same
I'm sorry if I missed your calls, I'm in a bad place lately
If only I could save me, why can't we just erase the damage, done to ash and breathe it back in
I'm so tired of tending to this God, and the soil starts to harden then I'm back to where it started
Falling beneath the crimson leaves, seven nights I couldn't sleep
I know it's not so late, but I'm in so much pain, it's hard to breathe

[Chorus: funeral]
No contact, I'm on the force of nothing
Don't call back, scared of what I'm becoming
All the things that I've pushed back, too many to look back
I promise I'm see-through, I wish I was bluffing

[Bridge: Darling I Dreamt]
I keep on trying, but everything's the same
I'm sorry if I missed your calls, I'm in a bad place lately

[Verse: Darling I Dreamt]
I thought of what I'm texting, but I just get so anxious I can't call the last infractions
And if I take the pain away, and dream for this, anything associated, separate
I just wanna chase a fate another way, nothing left to dissipate, I'll fade back
Lost memories, I can't replace, and my only choice is to compensate
Some nights I can describe what it looks like, think I lost sight of my mind until I find—

[Chorus: funeral]
No contact, I'm on the force of nothing
Don't call back, scared of what I'm becoming
All the things that I've pushed back, too many to look back
I promise I'm see-through, I wish I was bluffing