I Need You Nasty C (Ft. Rowlene)

[Verse 1]
I heard 'em
Laughing it out, tagging 'em out
I heard 'em
Claimin' they back, sayin' they vouch
I heard 'em
Saying they love 'em inside and out
And I'm hurtin'
'Cause I never know what they talkin' about
They walk as pair
Hand in each other's, backing each other
I've never known how that feel, but I've had a dream of it
I long it, really want it, I need it
Don't I deserve it?
A sisterhood, loving companion
Am I not worth it?
Somebody that'd shield me
Gossipers tryna kill me
I don't feel like I fit in
My friends don't know the real me
I gotta keep my guard up
These questions make it harder
They ask me about my sister like I was making it all up
I'm young and misguided
These things are bruising me
I lose against life so much, it feel like it's losing me
Confused by puberty
And these dudes is using me
People always say they loyal
But that's not what they prove to be
Wouldn't feel like I'm totally losing if I had you with me