I Don’t Want to Have to Need You Now RSO

You know I wanna hold you
But I've been broken way too hard
Every time I tried to love
It was ashes from the start

I was frozen
Somehow you rose the hope inside
I couldn't face myself if I never tried
Never tried tried tried
Tried tried tried

I don't wanna have to need you now
You stuck inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
I can't let go can't let go

I'm fightin' so hard tryin to find myself
You showed me I was someone else
I don't want to have to need you now
Need you now but I do

I ask myself the question
Can I handle hurt again
The only answer that I've found
Is to try to love again