Never Coming Home LiL Lotus

[Verse 1]
You told me come in from the cold
Can't stand on my own, got nothing to hold me up
And I've been feeling alone
Everywhere that I go, reminding me that I'm not enough
But I don't even feel alive
I know I got heaven by my side
Telling me it's gonna take some time
I'm just tryna keep this bullet out my mind

[Pre-Hook]
And I don't even want to feel this
It's gonna take some time to kill this

[Hook]
I've been on my own
Never coming home again
Waiting for the sun
I just want this night to end

[Verse 2}
The beat in my chest, so silent, you lie next to me
You do your best, and I'm the worst that I could ever be
It's getting harder to just do my part
I fall asleep and wake up in your art
I feel let down
I'm at the end of my rope right now
I feel like time moves slow, somehow
And it makes sense to give up and lie down