GOD. ​unknxwn.

[Verse]
I feel like a goddamn waste
God, if you're real you can goddamn take
My life away cause I goddamn hate
The shit that my mind can goddamn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these goddamn people just be real?
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Going through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long, I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show
I live in Hеll but you never could tell
'Causе the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell, but if I did, I would
Keeping that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hitting the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape, I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun, I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground, I will no longer run