Alone Zach B

[Intro]
Tell me something to believe in
Are we Alone?
Where is the feeling?

[Verse 1]
They always told me I'm set
Yeah now there's holes in my chest
In the morning, feeling so blessed
That I get to receive a light from your text
Now I'm lost in my head
Shouldn't bottle regret
But I do, cause of you my feelings reflect
What do I gotta expect?
Cause you told me that I would never try my hardest
Plucking the string where you know that my heart is
Already lost from the moment I started
When you had left, only half me departed
Name would be Nathan from feeling Uncharted
I ain't Da Vinci, I'm half of the artist
Fuck it, just break me so I can restart and
That's how I'm feeling ever since we parted
Started holding on with loose grip
Never thought I'd dig myself in this ditch
I miss the girl that would never do this
And quit and then you left me here in these bits
I'm pissed at your relationship
Fuck faking shit, I aim for risk
I always gotta aim to it
I would have never had a fan if I weren't made for this
So lemme follow a dream that you're hating
It's another bottle of gin that I'm pacing
Gripped on these deep thoughts got me so vacant
Hard to find patience
Living the same days and maybe you're right
There's so much to chase, displayed in this
Life, Or who to become
Who is to judge if I'm worthy enough?
Who gives a fuck if I ever find love?
They say they care but like nobody does
I don't why but I never give up
It's been so hard disentangling us
No organs left after spilling my guts
Like what
When I lost you once, I always got you back
Now we're lost for months and now I'm losing track
I'm losing Zach, I wanna be just like my dad
But I can follow what I wanted, so I'm doing that
He told me, Zach you'll never need a friend to make it
You're in your own shoes, tie your laces
I wanna see right through this fake shit
Nobody sees it, I'm losing patience
If I was Winston, I would go ape shit
But I'm not, I've been this kid and now I hate it
Every day is the same shit at minimal payment
I've been losing my ambition and my life feels wasted
But