Enemies Merkules

[Verse 1]
Everybody trynna take what I have now
They were no where to be seen when it was man down
I used to hang on the corner with a bad crowd
Drinkin' 40's every morning 'till we pass out
Times change like leafs in the fall
And with every single breath like I feel the withdrawals
And I just wanna see what's beneath all the fog
And maybe I could leave with a piece of it all, but..
Fuck that, I'mma throw it in liesen
And I've been in the eight years and the ninth
Trifle, I write through the night with the lights tinted
And I've been in the fight for my life, man, it's like prison
Starin' at the clock while the time tickin'
I'm makin' everybodys eyes on me so I'm drinkin'
So anxious, I can't turn the pages
I'm so mad that I'm actually painless
They thinkin' I'm doin' alright in the spot light
The role model, I got everything they want, right
And I'm so fucked that I'm crossed-eyed
But they still keep askin' where I lost sight?
Hmmm, man, I want that to 'em
Just out here doin' what the fuck I choose
And it's wonderful, I'm not one of you
I got stuff to do, so yeah, fuck you too
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