FANGORIA ​​​​​​forgetful. (Ft. ​guardin)

[Intro: David Gyasi, Matthew McConaughey & Bill Irwin]
I've waited years
How, how many years?
Right now it must be
Twenty three years, four months, eight days

[Chorus: forgetful.]
I-I-I can't sleep, I got insomnia, I need some euphoria
And I keep on fuckin' up, I feel like I'm not enough
Life a horror story, yeah, (No) no Fangoria
All I ever wanted was to mean some more to ya

[Refrain: forgetful.]
Got me from the start like a spawn camp
Go-go-go-goddamn, I gave the world, but you don't want that
Rip my— rip my heart out of my chest like Mortal Kombat
Put it in a box, and I'll wait for you to call back (Wait for you to call back)

[Verse 1: forgetful.]
Left me for dead (Dead), where will I respawn at?
I'm drifting through space (Space), I'm searching for some contact
Anywhere you are is not whеre I belong at
I'm lost inside thе stars, I hope I never fall back (F-f-fall back)
Even when the sun shine, you bring me raindrops
I need the butterfly effect to make the pain stop
You make my brain rot (Brain rot), I'm the living dead
I'm fucking sick of you, but you're my only medicine