Feel Something Quinn XCII

[Verse 1]
I got ideas in my head
That make me get out of bed
But I would rather lock my door
Letting nobody in
But I still tweet a few things
To get these feelings off my chest
The illusion I'm fine
Should not be stuck in your mind
Wish you could see what I see in the mirror
Secretly want your sympathy
I don't see what's in front of me, it's clear

[Pre-Chorus]
That I've got some real close friends
We drink and smoke every night
It's not gonna fix my sadness
Even though it does sometimes

[Chorus]
Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
To feel somethin'
To feel somethin'

[Verse 2]
I, I keep a grin on my face
But it is surely a waste
'Cause I don't feel the way I look
There's messages in my phone
I read so I'm not alone
But they don't validate my fear
Of never bein' enough
I got somebody I love
But they can't help the thoughts I have
Secretly want your sympathy
I don't see what's in front of me, it's sad