Live This Way Sage Of Six

[Verse 1]
I've been thinking
I've been thinking about

I've been thinking
About drinking
Thinking about smoking

Not weed
I need something a little more
Potent

Because recently I haven't been feeling too
Important

Like would it have really mattered
If my life had been aborted

Or if I suffered side effects
From cocaine that I snorted

I'm heroin to my own life
There's not a better way to word it

I feel like if I committed suicide
It wouldn't be recorded