Urtica Dioica Rav

[Intro]
Ayo I am high as shit right now
And I need to talk to you man
I feel like
For the first time of my life
I really, really want to be selfish here
And yet at the same time I feel like you might be getting the wrong end of the stick here
Why do I have to choose y'know?

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[Verse 1]
Hello best friend
I know you ain't impressed with the way that I be stressin you out
Look
Nevertheless I must confess that I am feeling so depressed
When I see you signing all but never holler yes
It's understandable, your complex, the situation's messy
Knees weak, tongue numb, and my arms spaghetti
Neither her nor I have looked for love and yet we found it
Best friend or soul mate my mind was clouded
I haven't been in a relationship for half a decade
I've met a hundred women, to some which I masturbated
But there's a reason that I haven't dated
Cause I'd never care back, and yet love is a collaboration
See all I do is sit on my balls
Leaning out the balcony wishing I fall
My heart man is different, it's small
But with her, mentions to my life, came a gift t'was a soul