I Don’t Give A Fuck X (random)

People tell me to get over it so i try to,-
But they don't understand me 'n i have noone to cry to,-
I'm embarassed,-'n i'm too scared to tell anyone that i'm bein' harassed,-
'n plus see-i feel like there's noone who's trusty,-
Livin' constantly paranoid i wonder if this is how life must be,-
It disgusts me,-'n i wonder am i the only one who feels this way is it just me,-
I think i'ma always be a loser 'cause i never can beat this game or pass in this in'''dustry,-

So i just continue to mourn in lament 'n cry-with scorn 'n resent 'n try,-
To relieve the pain but i refuse to show remor'''se 'n repent 'n lie,-
Like i care so haters start hopin' i may show recour'''se in dissent 'n die-
Makin' sure all the pent'''up anger 'n the hate remains still 'n suppressed,-
Strugglin' to cope with my life 'n'''the danger 'n abate the pain feelin' depressed,-

I'm just insecure and restricted 'cause i feel pride,-
And i still hide,-all my internal feelings 'cause i'm too afraid to show my real side,-

But i try to reveal the way i real'''ly'''feel to show glorious god,-
My unrestricted feelings but i'm suspectin' he's'''still a notorious fraud,-

Either that or i'm crazy 'cause i cry out for help alone in my room where there's noone,-
But it seems like i'm just talkin' to myself*echo 3 times*myself, myself, i'm so done-

Life's so sad 'n rough,-'n i'm tired of waitin' 'n hopin' the obstacles in my life will move aside better,-
I've had enough,-so i plan to rest in peace just as soon as i finish my suicide letter,-