Voices Lloyd Banks

[Verse 1]
I know when it's comin', my body hurts when it rains
Took a significant loss and ain't been the same
Thought that we split through divorce, but I'm still in pain
Thought about turnin' shit off 'til my children came
Can't let 'em see me feel, I'd be drownin' in shame
The stress of bein' depressed'll drive you insane
Effects in entertainment'll do you the same
Don't know what fuck me up worse, the voodoo or fame
I'm sure I fail every test in the observation
Can't let the sin in me fuck up my obligations
Sent a few niggas to hell was my contemplation
I hear voices, start feelin' like time is wastin'
Suffered from trauma, the chalice out me is shaken
Gotta snap out of it, victory's mine for takin'
Them jealous niggas ice grillin', my nine'll bake 'em
Do anything for the love or the dollar statement

[Chorus]
Uh, still hearin' voices in my head
Tellin' me that they'll never let me lay down, you gotta fight instead
Bein' broke is worse than dead
A bunch of niggas yellin' they ridin' was the first that fled
Either I'm crazy or I'm hearin' voices
The winner, the fallen, it's all in the choices
You fakin', don't know what the point is
You ain't gettin' younger, face right there on the corners