​paranoid ​mental

[Verse 1]
I told myself I'm fine, I'm not
I thought that you would've forgot me
Sometimes I think that I should rot
If I tried, would you even stop me?
I thought that you would feel some type of way
I can't tell if you even like me
I'm anxious, I want it to go away
I'm paranoid, nobody's got me (Oh-oh)
With you I feel safe (Oh-oh)
Still wanna run away (Oh-oh)
You can't be replaced (Oh-oh)
It won't be the same (Oh-oh)

[Bridge]
I told myself I'm fine, I'm not (Oh-oh)
I thought that you would've forgot me (Oh-oh)
Sometimes I think that I should rot (Oh-oh)
If I tried, would you even stop me? (Oh-oh)
(Oh-oh) If I tried, would you even stop me? (Oh-oh)
(Oh)
If I tried, would you— (Die)

[Verse 2]
I used to wanna givе up
I had nobody to trust
I lied, still wanna give up
I can't feel nothing but lust
Nobody gets how I lovе
I'm sick of falling in love
I'm sick of feeling this shit
Sometimes I wanna exist
Sometimes I wish I was dust (Die)
I hate that everyone lies
I don't know who to believe, wish I was a ghost
I try to say how I'm feeling
I try but nothing comes out, I think I might choke
Lost me inside of your soul
I should go choke, you're happy when I'm at my low
No one likes seeing that shit
I'll go and suffer in silence so nobody knows (knows)
So-So-Sorry, you'll never be sorry (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
I can't feel my body (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
I wish I could not breathe
Am I dead? Probably (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
I miss every time you called me
I know that it's not me (Die) (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)