Sunshine State Dashboard Confessional

Feel like I'm dying
Or I'm half-dead anyway
Too many dark days
Strung out in the sunshine state

I was almost a kid there
But I grew up fast and hard
I guess you make all kind of mistakes
Before you find out who you are

Feel like I'm fighting
To hold on to something dear
Too many friends I loved
Let go when things got real

One left me these secrets
I've been carrying around
'Cause she said to protect 'em
And I will not let her down

I wish I could tell you
Just how beautiful she feels
I wish I could tell you I've been
With her all thеse years

I wish I could tell you
Shе'll come back for me one day
But she's in a better place
And I'm stuck here in the sunshine state
The sunshine state