Blessed Blxckie

[Chorus]
I been on the wave, been so hard for me to slow, to slow down (Slow down)
I feel so safe all alone, even though I got, got a crowd around me
Ain't nothing the same anymore (Same, same)
I pray I do not change (Change, change)
Even if I do it's for, it's for the best
I deserve W's and more, ain't nothing less
I don't go to church no more, but I'm still blessed (Still blessed)

[Verse]
Ye
Talked to mama she so proud of me
All these blessings falling down on me
Easy come and easy go
Even when my hands go numb I won't let go, yе
Look at my fam like you my trust and you my hope
Cause whеn all this shit is done I gotta go home, ye
So much stress, so much pressure
Swear to God ain't no time for rest, ain't no leisure
Hook about three four five six heads every session
Look in the mirror like "That boy lit, that boy special"
Can't say I did all this shit by myself, hm
Tryna put on all my broadies on as well, uh
Can't you tell, I'm stuck in the shell?
Took so many L's, tried to get up I fell
Got myself doubting me
I couldn't even vouch for me
Pray I go, I'm gon' see
I just hope I don't die for free, ayy